I had a fall out with my mum the other day; and the argument as per usual was that she was never happy with anything my bro or I do... we can never satisfy her... she will continually pick at our faults and haunt us the rest of our lives... WE are HUMAN after all, and as humans we have our imperfections... Far man! I predicted that this trip wouldn't go smooth sailing... and it turned out to be right...

No one's online at the moment... so I'm stuck talking to Chubby... Jokes, you are all right man... He wants me to get him shoes! Dream on buddy! I haven't even gotten anything for my two best friends yet... Don't worry... Hopefully I'll get you something. >< Debs, I think I already told you through email or the other blog, but I got you something already =]

*Sighs* I knew I should have went shopping with my mum... I'm currently bored on the net.. It's like 9 am over in Sydney and no one's online 'cause they are either sleeping, at school (I miss you Debs) or out (probably not that early?) It's currently 2:06 pm Tuesday, January 31st...

Grrr I'm bored... okay, let's do that thing Deb did...

001. I miss somebody right now. (you know who you all are! ;) )
002. I watch more TV than I used to.
003. I love olives.
004. I love sleeping.
005. I own lots of books.
006. I wear glasses or contact lenses.
007. I love to play video games
008. I've tried marijuana.
009. I've watched porn movies.
010. I have been in a threesome.
011. I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
012. I believe honesty is the best policy.
014. I like and respect Al Sharpton. [who the freak is that?]
015. I curse frequently.
016. I have changed a lot mentally over the last year [ I guess I have, ask my friends ]
017. I have a hobby. [ PIANO!]
018. I've been told I have a nice butt.
019. I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
020. I've never broken anyone else's bones. [ I am not a violent person ]
022. I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal.
023. I love rain. [night time rain is the best]
024. I'm paranoid at times. [at times, most of the time, what's the diff?]
025. I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
026. I need money right now.
027. I love sushi.
028. I talk really, really fast sometimes. [I think sometimes I do, esp. when it comes to speeches]
029. I have fresh breath in the morning.
030. I have semi-long hair.
031. I have lost money in Las Vegas.
032. I have at least one brother and/or sister. [one lil bro, who can be annoying at times, but the best at times too]
033. I was born in a country outside of AUS
034. I shave my legs.
035. I have a twin. [I've always wished I had one >< ]
037. I couldn't survive without Caller I.D.
038. I like the way that I look.
039. I have lied to a good friend in the past 6 months.
040. I know how to do cornrows.
041. I am usually pessimistic [ask anyone!!!]
042. I have mood swings
043. I think prostitution should be legalized. [LOL!]
044. I think Britney Spears is pretty/hot
045. I have cheated on a significant other.
046. I have a hidden talent.
047. I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have. [LOL! Ask CMAN!]
048. I think that I'm popular.
049. I am currently single
050. I have kissed someone of the same sex. [Does on the cheeks count? =/ ]
051. I enjoy talking on the phone.
052. I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
053. I love to shop. [I mean, who doesn't? ]
054. I would rather shop than eat.
055. I would classify myself as ghetto.
056. I'm bourgie and have worn a sweater tied around my shoulders.
057. I'm obsessed with my LJ blog!
058. I don't hate anyone. [ hate is such a harsh word] I agree with you Debs
059. I'm a pretty good dancer.
060. I don't think Mike Tyson raped Desiree Washington
061. I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
062. I have a mobile phone.
063. I watch MTV on a daily basis
065. I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
067. I have never been in a REAL relationship before. [don't know, still a mystery?]
068. I've rejected someone before.
069. I currently have a crush on someone.
070. I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
071. I want to have children in the future
072. I have changed a nappy before.
073. I've had the cops called on me before.
074. I bite my nails.
075. I am a member of the Tom Green fan club.
076. I'm not allergic to anything deadly.
077. I have a lot to learn.
078. I have dated someone at least 10 years older or younger. [what the? EWW!]
079. I plan on seeing Ice Cube's newest 'Friday' movie.
080. I am very shy around the opposite sex.
081. I'm online 24/7, even as an away message.
082. I have at least 5 away messages saved.
083. I have tried alcohol before. [Does in choccies count?]
084. I have made a move on a friend's significant other in the past.
085. I own the 'SOUTH PARK' movie.
086. I have avoided assignments to be on Xanga or Livejournal my blog.
087. When I was a kid I played 'the birds and the bees' with a neighbor or chum. [ what the? ]
088. I enjoy country music.
089. I love my best friend. BEST FRIENDS! [*throws love to iidj*] I love you all and miss you heaps!
090. I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
091. I watch soap operas whenever I can.
092. I'm obsessive, anal retentive, and often a perfectionist.
093. I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
094. I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
095. I know all the words to Slick Rick's 'Children's Story'.
096. Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
097. I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it.
098. I have dated a close friend's ex. [*sighs* it's history... we're all friends now]
099. I'm happy as of this moment. [sort of, and i feel empty inside... missing iidj]
100. I have gone scuba diving
101. Had a crush on somebody you have never met. [again, it's history ><]
102. I've kissed someone I knew I shouldn't. 
103. I play a musical instrument. [look at no. 17]
104. I strongly dislike math.
105. I'm procrastinating on something right now.
106. I own and use a library card.
107. I fall in 'lust' more than in 'love'.
108. Cheese enchiladas rock my socks.
109. I think The Lord of the Rings is one of the greatest things ever.
110. I'm obsessed with the tv show 'Lost.'
111. I am resentful that I have to grow up.
112. I am an entirely different person around different people.
113. I think the world would be a better place if people just smiled more often.
114. I think ramen is the best kind of food in the whole world. 
115. I am suffering of a broken heart.
116. I am a nerd. And proud of it!!
117. No matter where I am or who I'm with, I always seem to be lonely.
118. I am left handed and proud of it.
119. I won't change who I am for someone else.
120. My heart resides below my feet.
121. I am a Senior in High School.
122. I enjoy smoothies.
123. I have gastritis.
124. I have nothing better to do with my time.
125. I am listening to Radiohead right now.
126. Most people call me by my middle name.
127. I once stole a music stand.
128. Pi confuses me.
129. I love NASCAR!
130. I own over 200 CDs.
131. I work 7 days a week.
132. I have mono. [what?]
132. I don't have the ability to make decisions without changing my mind. [ask anyone!]
133. People tell me I have a horrible sense of humor.
134. I'm only wearing underwear.
135. I had more than one Thanksgiving dinner this year.
136. I'll drive to a different state to see a band I like.
137. I am the most overanalytical person I know.
138. I believe in wasting time.
139. I don't listen to much music. [Who's crazy enough to not listen to music? Music and iidjt are my life]
140. I have a shoe fetish.
141. My favorite holiday isn't Christmas.
142. I prefer weeks off of school instead of days here and there. [sometimes]
143. I unicycle.
144. I wanna go home
145. I don't know what I would do without my friends. <3 you all
146. Christmas threw up in my dorm room and I love it.
147. Friends is one of my favourite TV shows.
148. I can touch my nose with my tongue.
149. On most days, I like my job.
150. I need a new piercing or tattoo
151. Been embarrassed by the number of people you've slept with.
152. I still use the phrase 'When I grow up'
153. I have a need to use phrases and words from the 80's to 'relive my youth.'
154. I've given birth without pain killers of any sort.
155. I would do anything for my husband. 
156. I go to the gun range to relieve frustration.
157. My name is Mindy, but I've never met Mork. ?
158. I want  to go back home... missing you all
159. My passion is.. MUSIC

Signing out now,
Lots of love,
~ Theresa

P.S. 4 more days 'till I'm home

Hii hii!! =] I'm in the US at the moment.

I am going to apologise in advance because I am unable to type for long...

First of all,

I am missing iidj badly!!! I will have to go out with you when I get back all right? *throws love to iidj* Debs baby, you have school! >< grr!!! I'll see you on the weekend with the boys then all right?

Hmm, you all dog cunts! None of you replied to my email!! *hmmmphs* joking joking, it's all good, I'm coming back soon anyways. 5th Feburary! Remember that!

Second of all, I am soooo in love with the American accent.. I know a lot of people find it hard to understand and sort of annoying.. but not me...

Anyways
Sorry for short blog, shall blog when I get back

Missing you all...
*throws love to all*

<3
~Theresa

The smile on your face let's me know that you need me.

For one, i don't know why i blogged that.
and i'm quite freaking myself out listening too all these lovey dovey
song.   love is so over rated these days.
anyhow; here's the list of cd's i'm supposed to burn;

+  Stephen Pham's Rock Cd's x4

+  Lyn's Lovey Dovey \ Trance \ Rock cd's x2

+  Joe's Sleepy Musix

+ Johny's remaining Cd's x2

+ David's Cd.

These past 2wo days have been the bludgiest since the holidays have begun.
perhaps it's the addiction for online monopoly that i've gained.  AND i've also slacked off reading memoirs of a geisha. 
watching the movie is a must.  Maybe i'm just excited for the movie

On sunday i had tennis organised. all the people who were expected came.
joe, reii , chauiebaby, ronron. ( for a moment i forgot who the last one was) and stephen !!
even LISA BABY ! <3 you heaps.
everyone except david the bastard. but luckily we managed to pop by his house.
it was blardy i hot i must say.   when we got in the car. everything was oh-so sticky.
and joe's car didn't have aircon. those poor blokes.
thanks for the day guys. it was great <33333.

PROCRASTINATION IS MY ENEMY AND IT'S JUST BECOME MY BESTFRIEND.

seems like everybody's breaking up. throwing their love away.

 This is where complete boredom and laziness gets you.
then again, what is there to do in the holidays?

this is pretty lame, coming from a person like me. But there's nothing else i can do.
But hey i'm keepin myself occupied as the boys are x]] stupid gunbound.
that's soo last year. LOL <3.

underline/bold/italic true statements;

. 001. I miss somebody right now.
002. I watch more TV than I used to.
003. I love olives.
004. I love sleeping.
005. I own lots of books.
006. I wear glasses or contact lenses.
007. I love to play video games
008. I've tried marijuana.
009. I've watched porn movies. [ sex scenes in movies is porn?]
010. I have been in a threesome.
011. I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
012. I believe honesty is the best policy. (Most of the time)
014. I like and respect Al Sharpton. [wtf is that?]
015. I curse frequently. [ sometimes hahah]
016. I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.
017. I have a hobby.
018. I've been told I have a nice butt.
019. I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
020. I've never broken anyone else's bones.
022. I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal.
023. I love rain.
024. I'm paranoid at times.
025. I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
026. I need money right now.
027. I love sushi.
028. I talk really, really fast sometimes.
029. I have fresh breath in the morning.
030. I have semi-long hair.
031. I have lost money in Las Vegas.
032. I have at least one brother and/or sister.
033. I was born in a country outside of AUS
034. I shave my legs.
035. I have a twin.
037. I couldn't survive without Caller I.D.
038. I like the way that I look.
039. I have lied to a good friend in the past 6 months.
040. I know how to do cornrows.
041. I am usually pessimistic[ emo !]
042. I have mood swings
043. I think prostitution should be legalized. (They do it anyway, so why not?)
044. I think Britney Spears is pretty/hot
045. I have cheated on a significant other.
046. I have a hidden talent.
047. I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.
048. I think that I'm popular.
049. I am currently single
050. I have kissed someone of the same sex.
051. I enjoy talking on the phone.
052. I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
053. I love to shop.
054. I would rather shop than eat.
055. I would classify myself as ghetto.
056. I'm bourgie and have worn a sweater tied around my shoulders.
057. I'm obsessed with my LJ blog!
058. I don't hate anyone. [ hate is such a harsh word]
059. I'm a pretty good dancer.
060. I don't think Mike Tyson raped Desiree Washington
061. I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
062. I have a mobile phone.
063. I watch MTV on a daily basis
065. I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
067. I have never been in a REAL relationship before.
068. I've rejected someone before.
069. I currently have a crush on someone.[  hmmm... ]
070. I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
071. I want to have children in the future
072. I have changed a nappy before.
073. I've had the cops called on me before.
074. I bite my nails. ( did )
075. I am a member of the Tom Green fan club.
076. I'm not allergic to anything deadly.
077. I have a lot to learn.
078. I have dated someone at least 10 years older or younger. [wtf?]
079. I plan on seeing Ice Cube's newest 'Friday' movie.
080. I am very shy around the opposite sex.
081. I'm online 24/7, even as an away message.
082. I have at least 5 away messages saved.
083. I have tried alcohol before.
084. I have made a move on a friend's significant other in the past.
085. I own the 'SOUTH PARK' movie.
086. I have avoided assignments to be on Xanga or Livejournal my blog.
087. When I was a kid I played 'the birds and the bees' with a neighbor or chum. [ wtf is that?]
088. I enjoy country music.
089. I love my best friend./SSS theres 3 of em. ( with all my heart)
090. I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
091. I watch soap operas whenever I can.
092. I'm obsessive, anal retentive, and often a perfectionist.
093. I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
094. I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
095. I know all the words to Slick Rick's 'Children's Story'.
096. Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
097. I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it.
098. I have dated a close friend's ex.
099. I'm happy as of this moment.
100. I have gone scuba diving
101. Had a crush on somebody you have never met.
102. I've kissed someone I knew I shouldn't.  [ GG ]
103. I play a musical instrument.
104. I strongly dislike math.
105. I'm procrastinating on something right now.
106. I own and use a library card.
107. I fall in 'lust' more than in 'love'.
108. Cheese enchiladas rock my socks.
109. I think The Lord of the Rings is one of the greatest things ever.
110. I'm obsessed with the tv show 'Lost.'
111. I am resentful that I have to grow up.
112. I am an entirely different person around different people.
113. I think the world would be a better place if people just smiled more often.
114. I think ramen is the best kind of food in the whole world.  [ where's thuan?]
115. I am suffering of a broken heart.
116. I am a nerd. And proud of it!! [ i wanna be a nerd]
117. No matter where I am or who I'm with, I always seem to be lonely.
118. I am left handed and proud of it.
119. I won't change who I am for someone else.
120. My heart resides below my feet.
121. I am a Senior in High School.
122. I enjoy smoothies.
123. I have gastritis.
124. I have nothing better to do with my time.
125. I am listening to Radiohead right now.
126. Most people call me by my middle name.
127. I once stole a music stand.
128. Pi confuses me.
129. I love NASCAR!
130. I own over 200 CDs.
131. I work 7 days a week.
132. I have mono. (Mono .NET, punk!)
132. I don't have the ability to make decisions without changing my mind.
133. People tell me I have a horrible sense of humor.
134. I'm only wearing underwear.
135. I had more than one Thanksgiving dinner this year.
136. I'll drive to a different state to see a band I like.
137. I am the most overanalytical person I know.
138. I believe in wasting time.
139. I don't listen to much music.
140. I have a shoe fetish.
141. My favorite holiday isn't Christmas.
142. I prefer weeks off of school instead of days here and there.
143. I unicycle.
144. I wanna go home
145. I don't know what I would do without my friends.
146. Christmas threw up in my dorm room and I love it.
147. Friends is one of my favourite TV shows.
148. I can touch my nose with my tongue.
149. On most days, I like my job.
150. I need a new piercing or tattoo [ OR tattooS plural ]
151. Been embarrassed by the number of people you've slept with.
152. I still use the phrase 'When I grow up'
153. I have a need to use phrases and words from the 80's to 'relive my youth.'
154. I've given birth without pain killers of any sort. [ yeh, thats why yr 8's rave around calling me their mother '
155. I would do anything for my husband.  [ HAHA ]
156. I go to the gun range to relieve frustration.
157. My name is Mindy, but I've never met Mork. ?
158. I want ;     things i can't have.
159. My passion is.. MUSIC.  ART. PHOTOGRAPHY.

WHAT A WASTE OF TIME. then again...   there is time to kill.

    hey baby, oh tell be babe. why'd you wanna play these games with me.

I MISS YOU TRAN TRAN.
I LOVE YOU TRAN TRAN.
haha, hope to see you next week lynlyn.
<333 tranwong.

       saying  i love you, is not the words i want to hear from you.

Do you ever just get that feeling where, well you don't wanna talk to anybody.
you don't wanna smile, you don't wanna pretend to be happy .
And on the other hand you don't know what's wrong with you? I don't know if it's just me,.
i've spent the last week practically studying. and not yet has anything gone through.
basically i think i'm distressed over the hsc and it's barely begun.
I hope i'm able to cope with the hsc.
I hope in the end things are alright. which also means that i, myself have to learn to take
responsibility in the family for a person my age.
have you ever felt like forgetting about the past or about what's happened to you and your friendship with someone. where it all went?  how it flew away like bird.
and no matter how hard you try to forget about ' what's done is done'  you just can't lie to yourself.
somewhere between me and my mind i'm sure that there's enough preserverance to overcome
my fears. and i'm glad that whatever happens to me i've got good friends to fall back on
because seriously, i don't know where i'd be with out them.
after much time reading blogs and browsing over websites i found that it's such a waste of time
thinking about a person that would never feel the same way about you as you do for them
i'm sick of those " his special his the one " bullshit. cos' i think that's what everyone practically says
about the guys they are oh so infatuated with.
as you blog readers can tell, i'm quite in a shitass mood. 
For some reason tonight,  the little things have ticked me off.
and what i find pathetic are the teenyboppers that still ARE on my list.
and you know your a loser when YoU TYPe LiEk DiSH.  goodgot. i think  alot of us
have gone through that stage but now you read it and wonder how hard it is to read?
I thought the net was used to have communication built for easier access meaning reducing the words/ and or slangs to a shorter abbreviation.  like instead of cutie it's either QT [ which i find only those er, smsing people use] OR they type like KYOooTe ? well whatever anybody uses i just thought that the net was supposed to be easier.
Well, I'm prohibited at my grandpa's house.  well, let's say i got caught for saying fuck oath and someone took it a little personally.
chinese new year is getting closer by the moment and if i'm not allowed at HIS house hence im prohibited to be there and the family reunion is held there what else is there for me to do?
" STUDY " i think that can be my new bestfriend.    since the library is already my second home.
I think my my minds gonna go on overload soon.
i've got to get ahead for tutor so i get everything again.which means i've got to re-do;
calculus
integration
logs & exps
FMD, diffrentiating logs. O___________________O
meh.
I don't think i wanna express my issues here maybe for a while. I think it might just be lyrics.
I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO GET MY VALENTINES.
DW<3LT.

cheers.
-debzz

but his soo beautiful, such a beautiful disaster.

I was left neglected today, mum and sister left me quite well home alone hence they call me the ' queen' of the house and should not disturb my sleep before i bite their heads out from the situation
that occured last night.    Last night must i say was a very grumpy night for me,
to be called to drive at 11pm to  buy blasted batteries for her darned remote control.
just doesn't work with me in a very very grumpy mood. and what a grump i was last night.
well, i've finally recieved the mail from st johns ambulance telling me cadet times and whatnot.
I'm quite up for this challenge [ and hsc, of course ]. In the letter it had said that us cadets will undergo
experiences with first aid, patient care, computing, canoeing, and nutrition?.
being the spaz i am, i got very excited. now, i'm eagar. 
nothing has been highlighted for the previous days. I don't think anything has been scheduled to be
done except for studying , studying that was taken out the past 2 nights. [ not tonight]
integration isn't as bad as i thought it was.      and for biology, well i'm just recapping my brain
summarising mendel and all those things.
I did MORE practicing today for my permit's test thats  in 2 1/2 days. and good god i have this
feelin' where i KNOW i'm going to fail.   although i only hit the kerb a couple of times.
i managed to park well.  besides the fact that everyone in the family thinks
it's a definate fail, and my grandpa hopes so. hence, i'll be going out and causing more havoc in the
family. but yes.

COME ON GIRLS AND BOYS, ONE MONTH TIL' WHAT?
CHINESE NEW YEAR.

CHINESE NEW YEAR = $$$

quite pissed,  my internet is still capped.   it sucks. I'm lagging like  a mothershhh,

happy birthday to my <333 katkat.  GodBless my love child.

BEACHTMRW?     i hope it doesn't rain.   then again. we could always go shoppin' right?
or do other stuff.  I'm still undecisive.     I'm always undecisive.
I think i have to come to a point where, well.   I've gotta make my own decisions.
i have, i guess. My career path.  And i hope that i don't change my mind in the future.

                                                  anyhow, bubzii joe's gonna be back tomorrow !! <3
                                                   But theresas already gone :O

                      did i ever mention that, well.       I DID WELL AT PARKING TODAY ?  XD                   
anyhow,  i'm out
peace out, a town.
<33 debs
[ it's light orange just for you katkat ]

 To give you something to go on when I go off back to the middle of nowhere

Today, well it was incredibly boring.
I had work today, and it was hell boring.   When i could of been home snoozing away but no, mum needed my help that bad.    
during my day, i continued reading my book that i'm oh so hooked into right now.
memoirs of a geisha.     i've read about nearly a quarter of the novel.  it's so addictive so much hmm.              i suggest all you non-bookworms go purchase this book.
i'm on the phone with johny right and he thinks his cool, but really his sk. ((: .
we'll the decision is made, i'm becoming a cadet.   johny thinks i make it sound like i'm full joining the army or something.    actually, comes to think of it yeh.  well i'm becoming a cadet for the st johns ambulance.  ((: WOOT.   excited i am !      I think i've relaxed since my last blog.     and heck, it's less then one month til school starts. any of you started studying?  i have.    well, not for everything but i hope i'm getting there.     I lost my biology surfing book ): i've got to buy a new one so i can continue to do my work.      who's excited for school?  I know i am :D.
daaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaammmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.
Johny told me to do  this stupid teenybopper face.
^__________________________________________^   hahah looks like him. 
i wanna play bball, but i guess but no time.
ne how,    there's nothing to blog about.
love love love.    debs.

p.s: johny is sk,  daaaaaaaaaaaaaaammmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.
you homosexual.  you are so not cool.   not sensing the love?
WHAT love, no love to begin with.  

 and I think i need a saviour  like you.

A day Of Sports and a barbie. You beauty.   I must admit that today was better then planned. The food was alright, the people there were friendly, what else can you ask for? I must say,  I quite enjoy going to compassion_inc's group outings.   you must ask why?  because the atmosphere is so, let's say very friendly. New Faces became the eyes of conversations.    I'm quite tired right now and you'll proberly ask me why don't i go to bed?  Well, i haven't blogged for a while hence, i get lazy so i thought why not a blog for this joyus event.

The highlight for the day?     The money that was fundraised i assume, well for me anyways.      I'm considering joining the st johns ambulance youth commitee, I wanna do something productive for the community i guess.  I feel useless at times but i hope that this step will increase my awareness of others.
Open day for universities in new south wales is on tomorrow, what have YOU got in plan for YOUR future.
I often think where i'll be in the future, a big family?  a job? a Bludger?
I Must say even though i've got a year + left for my uni preferences, I've considered deeply for my courses.
I'm thinking of doing;  Education.  Human Movement. ( which is p.e for all you noobs )
OR
Become a Paramedic.
I don't want to be what people make me out to be,
I don't want to be a typical asian,
then again there's 2 types of asians.
there's the Law / Medicine / Optomertry / Pharmacy
OR
the beauty course / nails / hairdressing.

alright alright, paramedics can somewhat be classified as medicine. BUT, if you think about it. paramedic is just like being a p.e teacher. with all those DR ABC, all that recovery, first aid and whatnot.
But, I got influenced by the t.v series third watch. And i've realised that in yr 6, i wrote that as a
" what i want to be when i'm older"  catergory.  Then during 8-9 i had second thoughts and thought about Physchology / physiotherapy  thought nah, changed my mind in yr 10-11 to p.e teaching or primary teaching.
but if you think about it.  you often say you want to do this or that, until you get to a point where you have 2 paths.  path1. a new subject approaches your likings. Or Path2. It's not what you thought it would be. OR you could always stay with your preference// maybe as it was a long term goal.
I reminisce to when majority of us were in yr 3 ?  heaps of us wanted to become a teacher, well from my friends that is, but i often think about it now.   I have no patients with kids. infact, i hate kids.   well, as for my cousins they are alright, but kids get so annoying to the point where you just GRR.  I hope you get what i mean.  As for paramedics, my uncles girlfriend maggie. said that i'll get all these nasty and grumpy people. Oh well, you can't blame them that they're sick i guess.

Anyways, to this someone.
you Often contemplate on why i'm always pissed off. And you never seem to get to the answer where you are the problem.  Sometimes you get me so annoyed that i just ignore you. It's not the fact that you talk to yourself or anything BUT, you truly do get on my nerves. I don't wanna say anything because you are older then me. Not by alot but i still respect you. But sometimes you just shit me like hard. I mean, sure you drive and all but at least have the decency to listen to me. I know that i'm younger then you and have less knowledge But you have to admit i know my way around places more then you do. and yes, you have admitted it yourself. But i often wonder why you ask me all those questions,  I tell you that i know the way there repeatedly and you still ask me?
To be honest, i think you should grow up a bit. not that your not but you have to decide things for yourself. where your going and how your getting there.   I just simply hate the way you change your mind the last moment, after all the arrangements i've made before you changing your mind. Look, I may sound like a bitch but it's the truth i've gotta put it to you. I mean i've always got the destination, i know all the routes, i know all the short cuts i don't have a big head when i say this but really, i do where i'm going. all my life it feels like i've been a nomad travelling to places constantly. and here i tell you i know the way and it's life disbelief.  
After telling you repeatly that i knew the way to the destination. You say to me that if I knew the way there that YOU could drive. and you also said you never knew it could hurt me this much and that your sorry.
all you fuckin' say IS SORRY, and frankly, i'm starting to not give a shit about it.   I'm hurt, I'm cut WHATEVER.
like you fucken care anyways.   like i said, your tight on petrol alright that's ok. i know a shorter route. but your mum told you to take this road. or that. OK, listen to your mum do as you please. But your mum can't make all the decisions for you in life. I don't know if it's at this point where you understand me. but i'm so sick of your shit right now.          what shitted me themost was today, when you were on the phone with me and i'm like dw, i know the way.  and your all quiet and i'm like are you looking at a street directory. LIKE OMG.  you just cut me hard. it's like you don't even pay attention to the things i say half the time. and i don't know about all you guys out there that's reading this. But me short tempered but you gotta admit that i have a point.   if YOU know the way via your mum or your stupid directory then don't fucken ask me next time. if there is another next time.
god, and you think that its cool to randomly swear from no purpose. think wrong. The only reason why i swear alot is because i'm pissed but the words that come out of your mouth.   I don't know.  I'm quite cut from all the distrust you put me through.   If you don't notice the tension when i talk to you then i don't know what else i could do or say.  It hurts to be seeing this from a close friend like you, and at this rate i don't know what to do. because i'm still young ( at least i think i am ) and i don't know what i want.   But it's a fact that i do want my close friends to trust me. and not to turn me out like that.

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i'm getting my fat P's next week ! woot, hope i pass ! i did some driving today. i hit the kerb 2wice :O
haha, fuck im gonna fail !
peace out, a-town>
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